hey...

...sorry i havnt been writing the last few days have been hectic i mean i had graduation last thursday ..they held it in the cathedral near the school dont ask me why usually it is held in the school gym but it went well the principal gave some big long speech about how we are all growing into such lovely ladies and we are now to spread our wings and find our own way blaa blaa i was more interested in meeting up with my mates and having a good chat i mean isnt that what it shud be about its the worst thing to leave behind ..your friends ...then on friday i arrived in school early ran around meeting up with friends taking pics of every thing and one we where meant to be in our first couple of classes but me and a few of the girls decided to hide out for a bit of banter in the toliets it was good fun we got caught :P it was awards day...a day when the whole school joins together in the assembly hall for the last day of the school year and the teachers can give out gifts to the swots in your class while you sit there and watch half embarrased that you never get called out and half annoyed that you atually worked hard this year yet never seem to be noticed in the slightest ..i had a brilliant suprise waiting for me this year though there i was messing and laughing with aisling and the girls when when my art teacher walked up to present the art scholarships and the other art awards but i wasnt really listening to all that as i said b4 i never expected much as i have never been called up well you ccan omagine the disbelief when my mate amanda turns around shouting SHAN SHAN i was like what ?? she screamed at me to get up onto the stage asap!! basically pushing me the whole way there with me protesting that it must have been a mistake but no i looked up and saw ms ryan (the principal)staring at me with that get up here NOW! look on her face and nope wasnt a mistake she had called me! i still cant believe it to be honest well better late then never i guess lol....the end of awards day was the worst it started with my year head giving a heaartfelt speech in which she could barely finish due to welling up with tears and my friend ciara being handed an award which every girl in the school wants STUDENT OF THE YEAR!! i must admit i have never thought i would feel so upset about leaving this school all the troubles and times i have tryed to get out of going and now while sitting here writing this i realise i dont want to leave i dont no what to do with myself without school..it may seem kind of strange but school i guess has always been a place i could express myself in ways i couldnt at home eg in home ec or maths things i would only have learnt the basics of or even technology i would never have figured out how to use that CNC router or be trusted with a ban saw without chopping myself into pieces lmao! ...........so i guess although school and i have never had the greatest relationship i truely will miss it :(

shawty xxx